Tuesday, February 19, 2013

It's about time I wrote one like this...


           I find it hard to believe that I am already almost half way through my time here in London.  My stay has gone by so quickly, so it’s hard to believe that come May I will be back home in a place where hot tea is just a Lipton in luke warm water.  I only bring the tea thing up now because currently I am addressing you from a lovely little teahouse in Camden, called Yumchaa (Fun name, right?).  This cozy little establishment is truly my find of the week, maybe even the month.  It truly saddens me that come May, stumbling across little gems like this on a weekly basis will no longer be a reoccurring part of my life.

            As much as this is the reality of the situation, it is something I try not to dwell on.  The close approach of the midterm break; however, has made me unable to think about anything else.  There are so many things to do. I have not even begun to plan everything I still want to accomplish in the coming months: Brighton, Cambridge, Lakenheath, the Harry Potter Tour, a visit to the Lake District, etc.  The list never ends.  Thankfully, I will get to see Paris, Nice, and Barcelona over break.  Also, tonight I am finally scheduling my trip to see some old family friends up in Saxmundham, Ray and Edith.  To be quite honest, I think I am more excited to visit them then I am to party it up in Barcelona.  But, even with these trips planned there is still so much to do. 

            But then I come to a sad realization: You can’t do everything.  For some odd reason, I have it in my mind that this is the only time I will ever have the opportunity to travel Europe.  This is simply not the case.  Once I graduate, the only thing keeping me away is the simple issue of getting a VISA.  Okay, that’s not really a small obstacle, but one I can definitely work my way around.  The point is that I will be back.  The longer I live here, the more in love with the city I become.  I never saw myself living in a big city, but I see myself living here.  I may not get to everything I want during this short time. Hell, I probably won’t get to cross off 25% of my list.  But, honestly, that’s still a LOT of things I’ve accomplished while here.  I mean how many other study abroad students can say they got to sing with a Welsh choir and compete on national television in Wales?! I guarantee, not many, if any at all.  Now, that could not have possibly been on any list of mine, but it will probably be the best memory from my stay here. 

            I guess what I am trying to accomplish with this post is just a reflection about how my experience has gone so far.  I’m almost half way through, so it’s probably good to see where I stand at this point.  I’m a little indifferent to be quite honest, maybe even a little melancholy.  You can probably tell that from my writings above.  I think that is because I have come to the point where I am no longer part of a study abroad program, but I am just another London resident, going to work and attending classes.  The novelty has worn off a bit so now I am simply just living life as usual.  I guess this all sort of leads me into my next rule:

NO. 6: ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS

            Okay, I know everyone is going to think I stole this from Zombieland, but come on! I’m not allowed to enjoy the little things unless I’m involved in a zombie apocalypse? Ludicrous! But anyhow, back to the rule. There is no possible way that when traveling or studying abroad you will ever accomplish everything on your list.  If you have, you must have not had a long enough list.  Instead of dwelling on trying to accomplish everything and stressing yourself out, just sit. Just sit down, and look around you.  Embrace where you are and who surrounds you.  I am currently at an endearing teahouse surrounded by my fellow Londoners.  In fact, I live in London.  I can call myself a Londoner… for now.  That in itself is pretty awesome.  I took a walk around Camden to soak up the atmosphere and even for a Tuesday night, everything is bustling.  I am here for such a short period of time, and if I don’t stop and realize just the caliber of how incredible this place is, the entire experience will go to waste.  Yes, see the sites, go to museums, and find castles, but don’t dwell on doing that all the time.  You will go mad.  Also, don’t get depressed when you look at all the things you didn’t do.  Dwell on the things you did accomplish.  You’ll be better off in the end. 

           
When I first sat down to write this entry, I planned on informing my readers about my internship and how it was going.  I also wanted to touch on our brief tour at Condé Nast today, but I see my own writing has taken me elsewhere.  Fear not, eventually I will talk about my internship, but I will have to save that for another time.  After my novel about Wales, I should probably keep this one brief.  I hope all is well with my readers and I do hope that wherever you are, whether it be on holiday, school, or home with the family, you still do take this rule to heart.  Enjoy those little moments, and don’t try to make everyday legendary.  There’s too much stress and anxiety in the world as it is. 

Cheers,
Janelle


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